I don’t know why…
BUT I really like the phrase bitch ass.
BUT I really like the phrase bitch ass.
Sneezing while im in the middle of chewing food. -__-
Because at that moment, I forgot about all my other worries and it was just you and I.
Northeastern or Purdue? jaiesjfawief
Aha so I guess I failed at trying not to have jet lag… Fell asleep at like 4pm to 11 pm because I had cramps :( I also wasted a bunch of time playing Sims3 ahhhaa. But I really need to catch up on work aifljew;faiw;lfjaweifwae;foefjs;ew. But yet again I’m here blogging woot woot. I haven’t written in a long time though. Today is Senior skip day… which was planned with the principal. Aha…. Lame. I have no will to work but yet I’m freaking out right now. IOFSJLFKSEF.
Guess I’ll try to work now… :(
I should be studying for my Math test and Econ Test FRQ or working on writing my Great Gatsby rhetorical analysis and my global warming position paper but I’m here on tumblr writing out my thoughts because they’re distracting. Though this might not help me concentrate I want to write out shit because I can and also because I’m distracting myself and procrastinating :D
Yeah, I was really tired earlier so I took a 4 hour nap…..and now I’m still tired and lazy. SENIORITIS is a wonderful thing. Ok I’m too lazy to type anymore…… HAHAHAHA. I’m really enjoying sitting here and just singing along with music. BIG SEAN <3 5 more days.
CALIFORNIA in 2 MORE days. INSANE.
I’d take you back instantly if you’d only chase after me. Prove to me that I wasn’t at the bottom of the priority list. Made that effort to care and take away the lies.
LOL HI YOU GUYS. So right now I just took a shower and I’m completely awake and don’t want to sleep and fuck grammar this is going to be a super long ass run on sentence because I feel like doing it like that so let me start by talking about my day which is techniquely the 7th since its 1:31 AM right now ahhahahaha but yeah so today school was seemingly normal with nothing that spectacular happening though I did make it rain with bills of 1000 kuai PUAHAHHA then I tried to steal all the money and failed le sad face but yeah so I came home and watched Amazing Race and was all like omg I wish I was on this and yeah then I had dinner and went to watch The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo which was super duper interesting since I fell asleep LOL jokes I was just really tired and laying on a bed in a warm cozy room but anyways the movie was actually really good aside from the awkness of my parents making me cover my eyes when the inapropro scenes came on hahaha yeah the plot was pretty amazing and I was like trying to guess the whole movie as I watched along haha I just realized that I’m using hahas as periods kind of lol… but yeah so today I continue my conflicted feelings though I feel we are somewhat going back to normal though he barely talks to me since he keeps sleeping because he sick though I did ask if he was allow visitors and he just said iono and changed the subject like what does that mean does that mean oh i dont want to see you or you are too lazy to ask or what siigh I over think a lot and scott was being an ass too I had to close the skype convo because just looking at it was irritating but yeah hopefully things get better and I’m going to listen to Nick’s advice and omg if you are still reading this I give you props because I would be so annoyed and like fuck no can’t stand reading this with no periods and no new paragraphs and what not and yeah ahhahahhaha so everyone is asleep now and I’m not tired and I just watched the first part of Stephan King’s It and it was actually really good I was completely engaged and theres this one little boy who soooo freaking cute omfg hahhaha can’t wait to watch the next part woot woot and well I need to start trying to sleep now because I don’t get enough sleep and If I just stayed up as long as I wasn’t tired I’d be up too late LOL
(16) 15 MORE DAYS LEFT WOOOOOOT
AHA, so upon request I will more oftenly write these and hopefully your lame butt, you know who you are, actually see’s my weird rant talk random shit post thing I post.
I shall start by talking about my day. Woke up and went to school….fun. At school we had senior group pictures. Where we stood outside in the cold in our caps and gown. Highlight of the day? When the bleachers broke and everyone fell off. Cynical, CHECK. It’s apparently a metaphor for uh.. shoot I forgot what Giulia said something about it being a metaphor of how we are crashing down or…idk I think I’m way off on what she said. But my interpretation of the event was that SAS or shall I say ASS sucks and everything is dysfunctional and the whole thing is just gonna collapse down soon. SInce everything has been weird lately it was super weird standing in the crowd seeing the couples together and then me…. there. Then at lunch as carol mention several times…the awkward crossing of paths….(dull). HAHHA too much skype using. But yeah I’m kind of at a lost on what I should do about this probrem now. I’m so conflicted and idk this is just stupid and idk what to do and ahhhhhhh. It’s like I want to work things out but things will never be the same. Maybe things have just died. I mean I was already setting myself up for risk when I dated someone totally wrong for me. Well okay maybe not that totally wrong but like a lot of wrong. Who am I kidding totally wrong. Why do I do this to myself, I’m slightly too attached now. But then again I feel like I just don’t care anymore. But then AGAIN idk… this is so confusing. I need a day to be fat and silly. Le sigh. Well the rest of the day was pretty normal…attended all my easy day classes and then went home and did nothing woot. Oh wait there was this really funny moment in the day when Giulia, Marcela, and I were just saying HERROOOO to random people walking across the couch room. HAHHAA.
My mac is making really loud noises, which I suspect is from the fan. I probably just need to turn my computer off but I haven’t done so yet…I think I’ll do it today and hopefully it’ll fix the problem. I’m feeling really lazy right now and need to study for econ, write a video analysis, and that is it LOL. OH NO I don’t want to go to Theater tomorrow, Lee is going to start talking about our plays :(.
Okay this was super wordy and lengthy…just as I promised. Also some slight process analysis in there too woot! If you actually read all of that, I’m not crazy I promise….maybe slightly, but then again who isn’t slightly crazy? Also if you read my process analysis stuff then uh… yeah sight sorry if I don’t make sense and IDK IM SO LOST FISLJKEFJSEIFLKSEJFSELKFJSELEKFSJEF
18 MORE DAYS TILL HOME <3
on a brighter note…. I have no brighter notes….
So I have to perform in a play tomorrow and I am not ready for this. I’ve never had a role in a play before that was some what significant. I couldn’t even give a speech for end of tennis without shaking :( Well we can only hope for the best. YAY somewhat brighter note looking to the bright side. WOOT. LOL I went to the doctor’s for my sickness and now I’m on three different types of meds yay!
22 Days till CALIFORNIA.
Blogging two days in a row, what is this? LOL so this sunday I spent….in my room….mainly in my bed. I finally finished plants vs zombies for the official 4th time… I also made process in reading The Hunger Games. I briefly looked over some econ stuff, I’m going to fail the test yay! I also made a comic my friend said she wouldn’t read hehehheheheee. I’m pretty proud of it, it only took like an hour. My sister has also been trying to make me download a One Direction album. She tried to bribe me with a cream puff (remind you this is happening all on Skype) so I went to the kitchen, got one, and then walked into her room eating it asking, “you mean this?” LOL it was golden. My sickness is still here been coughing and blowing my nose wheeeeeeeeeee. Le sigh, I don’t want to go to school tmrw :(
my boyfriend is lame.
So what’s been happening lately? Idk I guess a lot of nothing. I’ve spent all week at home, sick. I finally regained taste yesterday, toothpaste in my off state of taste was DISGUSTING. So I pretty much played all my games and watched all my shows to a point where I’m pretty bored at home. I was going to play some xbox/wii but then I remembered we left all the games and brought the machines when we moved….great. I can’t wait to get back to California, I can finally go out again. I miss boba runs and also random food runs. Also my birthday is coming up, I still haven’t figured out what I want to do but I think I want to take a couple friends to Disneyland! But mangs so bored this Saturday…. still not use to staying home and doing nothing le sigh. It’s gotten to the point where I wrote my essay when I was bored yesterday…
28 MORE DAYS TILL CALIFORNIA :D
Thank you tumblr.
Comes in my room and tells me about how she pierced her own ear today…. shit balls.